Hot.

I want a hot body. Like hers.

Worth

Rihanna. Great love she had. Had.

Rihanna. We Found Love.
Yellow diamonds in the light
And we're standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive

It's the way I’m feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go

We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place
We found love in a hopeless place

Shine a light through an open door
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind

It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I’ve gotta let it go
Oh well. It was sweet though.

Avril Lavigne.

Here's To Never Growing Up
Singing Radiohead at the top of our lungs
With the boom box blaring as we're falling in love
I got a bottle of whatever but it's getting us drunk
Singing here's to never growing up

Call up all of our friends
Go hard this weekend
For no damn reason
I don't think we'll ever change
Meet you at the spot
Half past 10 o'clock
We don't ever stop
And we're never gonna change

Say
Won't you say forever
Stay
If you stay forever
Hey
We can stay forever young
Complicated
Uh huh
Life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh
That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
Uh huh, uh huh
That's the way it is

Chill out, what you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if, you could only let it be
You will see

I like, you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're, talkin' to me one on one
But you become

Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Your watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get, and you turn it into
Honestly, you promised me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No no no

You come over unannounced
Dressed up, like you're somethin' else
Where you are ain't where it's at you see
You're makin' me

Laugh out, when you strike a pose
Take off, all your preppy clothes
You know, you're not foolin' anyone
When you become
SO FUCKING COMPLICATED.

Days Like This. Where You Hate Yourself.

IMMMA GONNA WHINE AND RANT HERE TIL I DIE.
I HATE HOW WHINY I AM.
I HATE HOW FAT I AM.
I HATE HOW WEAK I AM.
I HATE HOW I DON'T IMPROVE.
I HATE HOW UGLY I AM.
I HATE HOW I HATE.
I HATE HOW I HATE PEOPLE.
I HATE HOW TEMPERAMENTAL I AM.
I HATE HOW SHORT MY HAIR IS NOW.
I HATE HOW MY FACE IS SO FUCKING FAT.
I HATE HOW I DON'T HAVE SLIM LEGS & ARMS.
I HATE HOW POOR I AM.
I HATE HOW MUCH WORK I OWE.
I HATE HOW LAZY I AM.
I HATE HOW SUCKY I AM.
I HATE HOW I'M NO GOOD ENOUGH.
I HATE HOW I LOSE PEOPLE.
I HATE HOW PEOPLE AIN'T LOYAL TO ME.
I HATE HOW PEOPLE BETRAY ME.
I HATE HOW PEOPLE KEEP THINGS FROM ME.
I HATE HOW PEOPLE DON'T TREAT ANIMALS WELL OR SHOULD I SAY I HATE HOW PEOPLE WHO ABUSES ANIMALS.
I HATE HOW I CAN'T DANCE.
I HATE HOW I CAN'T SING.
I HATE HOW I HATE EVERYTHING.
I HATE HOW I KEEP EMO.
I HATE HOW I KEEP SO SAD.
I HATE HOW I CAN'T GET OVER IT.
I HATE HOW THINGS ENDED UP LIKE THAT.
I HATE HOW SINGAPORE LIFE PACE TOO FAST.
I HATE HOW I GOT NO TIME TO DO MY OWN THINGS.
I HATE HOW I THINK TOO MUCH.
I HATE HOW I BOTHER SO MUCH.
I HATE HOW HEARTLESS I AM.
I HATE HOW I .........
I HATE HOW I THIS AND THAT.
I HATE HOW I HATE MYSELF. SIGH.

Shontelle.

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did


And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did


And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now


Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible


Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know


Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know


And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them


Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now


Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)


I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did


Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the skyline
All we had is gone now

Rihanna & Chris Brown

Since I'm back. Might as well use this to rant! HAHAHAHAHAHAHS. ALright start with this sweet couple since damn long ago, and then with the incident where Chris Brown beat Rihanna. Really unforgivable. Seriously, a guy beating up a woman really should just die. Beating a woman is like, lacking of man's dignity. Where's the basic ego and man's pride? WTF. & then she loves him so much.
After being beaten up by your love, still can get back together. I understand but being beaten up is like.. Too mad. Ok nvm, since this incident damn long ago already. So recently, few months ago, Rihanna wrote the song Stay. Obviously it's for Chris Brown.

Stay - Rihanna All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air, said show me something
He said, if you dare come a little closer

Round and around and around and around we go
Ohhh ohhh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay

It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take, it's given

Round and around and around and around we go
Ohhh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay

Oohh the reason I hold on
Oohh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
It takes me all the way
I want you to stay..! Stay...
I want you to stay, oohh oohh

& now, she finally let go. She's too damn tired to hold on. Seriously. Chris Brown? Just die. Freaking annoyed. Maybe this reminds me of past but again, too much la. Guys seriously too much. zzzzZ. Even though Chris Brown damn dope, but really, he's just too much la. I love his songs a lot, again his songs for Rihanna is like raping Rihanna and other women openly. Either betraying her or marking her to be his. Aiya! Whatever! Feels Like A Virgin Again & Wet The Bed. Dope songs. Poor Rihanna with all the emo momo songs. Love The Way You Lie. Stay.

Life.

Hi. So. New school. New life. Though it's already my 3rd year and I just started posting about life in poly. Ups and downs. I'm kinda glad that I've met my friends now & also learnt a lot of genre. Tough and stress yet fun and blissful. Too many events to talk about. Personally, blog is like a diary with no privacy and wants the whole world to know. So, usually blog doesn't have much information about my life. I guess? Just simple some emotions and short stories.