I realised, things are difficult.
Life is getting harder and harder each time when you're growing older.
So remember to enjoy when you're still a kid.
Reached teens must be serious and play alittle can be accpectable.
I just washed whole family's shirts, and i just knew that washing so MUCH clothes need so MUCH strength..
I wonder how she been though all these years..
She's ill.. And i think "shui dou" means chicken pops?
well.. i think i still have had it yet, she asked me to stay away from her.
Gosh. She's still insist on working, but she can't.

Actually i knew that they are earning very hard, plus their income not really that much. I tried.. to cut down my eating for these few months.
I din't actually shops for these few months, tried no to eat during recess but after school.
But i failed, i keep buying food in the noon after school and eat eat eat.
Spent all my money on food. GOSH. Why is my stomach turn empty so easily?!

I want to save money. I think i shall drop my idea of buying earpiece and stuff..
Taking money from her, makes me feel that i'm like pulling my veins from heart out.
Pain.




leave me alone.